Levelling is damn painful experiance....

Hi......now I want to rant about my inperfect levelling status. AOE-ing harpies. As in game parlance, AOE means Area Of Effect, a wide effecting spells. So called nukers. Eheheheh, who says I cant own nukes? Anyway, I think level 61 is a taboo to me. Why? Becouse this is the level I'm stuck at now. I mean, what is the one reason that I am at this level and levelling for a very long time just to die to some freak accident? It si mind boggling I tell 'ya.

Now, I had to go back to hand levelling. :( So boring. Die eleven times at the same experiance level. I never ever get an experiance percentage past 10%. Is this level jinxed for me? Should I play other characters for sometime?

I have no idea how to answer this dilemma. Now, My game is hanging, and I'm stuck at home trying to look busy when my heart yearns to go out and have fun. Sigh........having an attached life is so blissful. :( I envy them. And yet I heard many of them say they have lost their freedom lar, cannot do this. Cannot do that lar. They complain and complain, and not once did they feel grateful that they have someone who loves them. :( What i wouldn't give to have those feelings.

Is being single all that it's cracked up to be? Sure, you can go everywhere you want, but, you'll be going alone most of the time. You'll laugh alone, cry alone and when you triumph, your voice sounded hollow. All becouse you want the freedom to fuck a few virgins, ladies or deparado sluts. Are they worth it all? Go watch The Wedding Crashers to get the meaning of life for a couple of one night standers. And they have the gall to tell me to just be friends first when they all go and nab every women in sight. :( This is making me very depressed.

So damn fucking boring hearing my friends going out with girlfriends, that's why don;t have time to play game lar, play badminton lar.....haizzzz, I want to have a girlfriend too. :( Lucky dog, they don't even know how fucking lucky they are. Lucky bastards.