Servitude

I...don't know what to say. I don't know if my current down state stems from my illness, my medication, my missing her or my perception of her imminent rejection of me.

On the positive side of things, she could be withholding her number to discourage me from wasting my time pursuing other things when I should be studying for my final exam. On the negative side of things, she could be withholding her number because she is holding out for the man, her partner at her weekly salsa dancing class. I mean, how could I compete with a man who hold her close, moves her body to his, and feels her every breath when they're dancing...salsa. A close contact dance. Sensual. The man could even be muscularly built, manly yet gentle. How could a women of her caliber resist? How could I prevail against such competition?

Patience versus aggressiveness... I don't know which is better. One quarter advice patience, another say to be, be more aggressive. Either way, be confidant. I have a friend who tried to woo a girl he fancies for a year before he failed. I do not have one year. I have 2 weeks. Unless I get her number, I've failed.