Shashiburi

Yep, it's being a long time. But here I am with another ranting.

Remember when I told you guys about a date I arranged with her? And she said she would like to bring a friend out together? Well and it turns out she didn't, and I did? Come to think of it, it was stupid of me. Maybe, in hindsight, that the fact I asked a women out, plus the fact that I said "If I am alone with you, I wouldn't know what to talk about.", could the the roadblock that makes her think I am not confidant and hence decided I am not worth her time. In hindsight, in hindsight...I come to think that as true. It's so logical. After that night, her attitudes towards me was so different. I'm saying now, "Hot damned! I'd had a chance and I blew it!"

Now, according to the latest rumors, she is seeing someone else. Someone who celebrated her birthday, just the two of them. But there's no rule saying you can't ask her out now that she's seeing someone else is there? I will try to ask again...and again, until she tell me point blank that my advances are not welcome. Come to think of it, nothing ventured, nothing gained. On Singapore's National Day...we will go to dinner. Sushi. Nice.....

I wonder what will happen on that night...