Monday, June 04, 2007

むずかしいね!

It was hard. Very hard. My head was filled with perspire. The butterflies in my stomach were fluttering even though I gave them enough to last three lifetimes. The exam came; the exam nullifies; and the exam decapitates my heart right off the vein! It was so damn hard! Arghh!

Even after the exam, I had one reaction that for normal people would only occur BEFORE an excruciatingly painful exam; the urge to throw up! YES! I was feeling like throwing up! I don't know what the heck happened to me, I just feel like throwing up. Even go so far as the toilet bowl waiting for the dinner to come up. Lucky for me, it didn't feel like making the trip. But it made me queasy after. Man, talk about morning sickness!

On another note, another useless updates on the status of the courtship. She totally ignored me today. :( Not that she sees alot of me tonight with her invigilating a different class and all, but when we left, she passed by me without even giving me a glance! Sigh...what is there to do? First the exam totally threw me out of whack, leaving me doubtful I will get a good score, and now 'that' had to happen. Maybe Evee was right; she's a Japanese. I'm a Chinese. Water and oil. Never mixes well.

Two days to go. We'll see.

4 Comments:

Blogger Unknown said...

never mix well?
evee is oil and u r the water
she sits on top of u
ah...very nice feeling :D

9:49 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

sitting for exam is always nervewrecking (speaking of which i have french exam in two days!)...

maybe she just didn't see you? i know i tend to walk past people just like that, making one wonders if i'm being arrogant or not... (for the record, i am just not one who pays a lot of attention to people around me when i walk)...

6:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

she saw me alright. even double back to look wen passing out of view, then poof....nothing after that.

12:53 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

then maybe she's running scared after last week? see, too much scheming is not good...

in any case, concentrate on your exam first, right... and good luck!

1:48 AM  

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