Was it lucky or unlucky?

Jerry, you said it's lucky of me because I have not started on the road yet, so, this hurt is just transient. It implies that IF I did start, then the hurt will be harder hitting...right? Hmmm...in a way, it's logical, and on the other hand, it totally ignores the point that, "To have been loved once is better than to not have been loved at all."

But, I concur, the hurt would be so much more the harder. But now, I'm okay.

My father called me the other day telling me to go home. He said that there's a girl he wanted to introduce to me. Sounds like an arranged meeting with the ultimate end of marriage. I know I'm relatively desperate, but this? This is just too weird! I know Japanese still does it, but heck, I'm not used to this man!