Aimless...

That's what happening now, aimless. Last year this month, I'd be working, yes, even on Sundays. Now...I just lost all motivation to work more than I really need. Do I need the money? Yes, of course. Then why didn't I go and get it? But then it would be buying my time with minuscule amount of payback. Will it be worth the time spent? No.

But, what better things I can do not spent in the company? I suppose I could write a book or otherwise think of a way to earn money. Open my own business or something. Furthering my education. You know, going to school is skulduggery, but fun at the same time. I think I'm just too lonely...

I saw Takamatsu-san last night at Orchard. Man, I missed her. I wanted to ask her to dinner there and then...but I didn't. Wonder what I was afraid of. Rejection? I should've being used to them by now. Success? Maybe...but laughable. She said she heard me talking on the streets, was I too loud? Does that turn her off? Hard to know...

Well...I'm going to class next Tuesday, so I hope I can do better than asking her about lessons.

E.V.E.

E.V.E. stand for Embedded Vector Evolution...a term that is unknown to most because...it does not exit! Hahaha! Got you!

Okay sorry, mate. Well, going to talk about something. I was composing it in my head on the train when I'm on my way home just now, and now, I can't remember much of what I wanted to write. Even the introduction is not what I intended.

I went out for a little while to meet up with some of the forummers from my hometown of Sitiawan. It turns out that the one I'm meeting, actually, we meet is quite...how do you say it in English, forthright! It is a refreshing change of routines to be sure. Why? Everyday, day in and day out you see people on the streets and they are there, wearing that masks of them, making them not who they really are, and tonight, I actually got to know someone who is not afraid of speaking her mind. Hmm...interesting, yes?

Maybe she's just young, or naive or just plain immature. But there you have it, a SGD139 dinner that lets you glimpse into the depths of a person...it's worth the mudpie served.

Meeting

Well...Im going to meet somebody today. Tonight actually. No idea who she is other than that she's my junior punya junior from way back when I'm in school. No other things to write about. Try to think of something first before I write. Cya!

Lost

I am at a lost for words..... failure on my part last Thursday. Should've asked her out...try again next Thursday.

And on an unrelated note...I don't know why...no mood for working. Or typing for that matter.